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[Oct. 10th, 2007|12:20 am] |
Today really REALLY sucked I have yet to figure out how eliminating at maximum $400 a month of expenses is going to save the company from financial ruin, but you know... *sighs* I don't know, I've been talking about finding another job for awhile now, and maybe this is the kick in the ass to actually do that. I have a good feeling about the paths I'm trying to take to do this, but I don't know. I'm really pissed off about how they treated me over this. I've worked for the company for longer than my boss has, his father, no, but the one who made the decision to "let me go" I've worked there for more than year longer than him, but he can't even be decent enough to give me more than 3 hours notice, or tell me himself. So, I've sort of made the decision that no matter what I'm not going back, and it's time to network through a few contacts I have, and a couple that I've just not made yet (lol) and find something where I can actually use skills I am interested in rather than something that I just know how to do... So keep your fingers crossed for me |
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[Oct. 10th, 2007|11:16 pm] |
I could probably sit here and type for a couple of hours about everything that I am stressed out about, and how I really just feel stuck at the moment. But, my wrists are really hurting today despite ice packs etc. I'd worry about it in terms of interpreting etc. if I wasn't so sure it was just muscular... going to try some of that A5/35 type stuff and see if that helps. But, there is just one thought and one thought only It's pretty damn sad when the only way to stop everything that is going on in your head is to crank up the music as loud as it can go, and then start interpreting it because that is the only way that you can stop everything going on, and just focus yourself. It just really sucks and I dislike this massively |
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